You Always Make It Possible(:

Vision

2007-12-19T08:20:00.000-08:00

New vision in our cg, we shall see it come to pass! Let's hit
a unit size!

and

Let's see 25 and 50 come once and for all. AMEN! God, you
showed me your LOVE.

hello

2007-12-17T08:44:00.000-08:00

Hello ppl! I fall in love with GUNBOUND!
goodness... yeah! i will nvr let this game ruin my life away! Anyway i think we
got a big town eh, cos ppl will complain here and there cos too far! lol anyway!
God bless for those who take their N's result!
JIAYOU!

Songs

2007-12-16T09:22:00.000-08:00

Writing songs which meaningful never fail to encouraged me! shit.. i got
alot of dreams now! You know my dream is very simple! You're the writer of
this
song, One day, your friend asked you to send him/her your song. Then
the church
single sang! ISN'T THAT COOL? lol okay fine... new dreams! :D

Passion

2007-12-16T08:03:00.000-08:00

I cannot be unfair to other ppl
whom work hard
for God.
Yes! I cannot be unfair to Jesus! He
loved us so much that he even
died on the
cross for us...
He can do everything and
anything, JUST FOR US! I gotta find
all
my Passion back for the only
one that love us so much. I
dun belong to anyone,
however, I BELONG TO JESUS
CHRIST. He's the only one
truly understand me.. he
dun even angry at me.. but
teach me in a way that i
like it..
I want to be more CHILD OF GOD,
I want to have
the
child=likeness. I need God's
hand!
Let nth
bring me
down... I msut
grow! TIME TO GROW UP AND BE MORE
MATURE
DOING THINGS
FOR
GOD!

kill me kill me!

2007-12-14T07:47:00.000-08:00

God, heal my heart! burnt me out... I feel so lifeless now. GRR!! God, WHERE ARE YOU? so many things to do and settle now. God really reminded me about june camp that serving God is nvr easy.. Yes. Why nvr i wake up early on? i feel so sian and lifeless.

God, bring me to the place where i belong!

The Five Love Languages

2007-12-12T21:10:00.000-08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Acts of Service
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		8
Quality Time:		7
Receiving Gifts:		7
Words of Affirmation:		7
Physical Touch:		1

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

Er...?

2007-12-08T06:40:00.000-08:00

Hey! West training is very tired! nvrtheless, i learnt alot in the training! Teamwork and ETC.. ( eh too many ) I really love this kind of game and training! haha whatever -.-" They called it as NS training. ah whatever, i not sure. A leaders not only just stand there and teach, but do life together! fellowship and suffer together hahah :D isn't it? Yeah.. Do run around singapore, ESP THE SCHOOLS! HAHAH(: we walk and take bus/mrt to different schools in west! Yeah, we're a one big family and thats why we should know one another school at where.

God, I really put my trust in your hands! God, i wanna be a different GINA when i come out of camp! speak to the ppl and ME! I dun want to let my $120 just FLY AWAY! :D even if i got duty, i will open my ear just for you, Lord. Yes! SPEAK TO MY SHEEP TOO! omg i dun want to let $150 to JUST FLY AWAY TOO! and she need to grow!
byebye.

finally!

2007-12-06T00:11:00.000-08:00

wow! my mum just told me that
I AM GONNA GET A NEW PHONE AND COMPUTER!
but i want laptop! thats the problem man.. another problem is that, laptop will spoilt easy hahah

random

2007-12-05T09:29:00.000-08:00

hello friends! This week is the most busy week for me cos camp is coming up and rehersal is like this week? hurhur... and WFl! wow!!! clc2 is sosososo great la! i cant wait to lead my future cg! ( eh God, please lei! ) Yes! and yayaya... this month is full of events, which isss good! ha.
sometimes, we will kind of miss something which is the thing we seldom miss at all ( sound weird ) and when the things that you miss,you will slowly fade away! can this show you how much i go for my training? hahah... must be God's plan that i didnt go hahah :D I love softball, i hate training! cool right? i dunno how would i improve my skill man. Again... to think again. If you never talk to God, go to church/ shepherding AND do qt. HOW ON EARTH YOUR R/S WITH GOD WILL LAST? I Thank God that he helped me alot of things! YES! One more thing which i really feel very happy about is that MY SHEEP IS COMING TO CAMP! I will nvr let money to hinder anyone to go for camp man.. Eh God, you must help me also ehhh!!! cash cash~
and... i think YUJIE is like... SOME SMALLKID! lolol :D LOL

hello

2007-12-04T07:30:00.000-08:00

Hey! I am so tired, BUT! I Haven't bathe yet -.-" nvr change haha so bear with me, friends! :D anyway i am so looking forward to clc2 tmr! the " TEACHERS " teaches us like " WOOH! " ahya you will never know how it feels, until you go, YOU WILL UNDERSTAND! Is so.. Firstly is FUNNY! LASTLY is SOOO IMPACTFUL! is so worth it man! Today cg with cck ppl(: Cg ppl are so caring and friendly (: i like westB2 and westB3! AND OF COS WEST AND WESTB! is so my type! Kinda tired alr and TMR have CLC2! ohya! mingyee and me managed to met sharon and after that, i moved to met jiahui! wah thank God.. must be God's plan that i met them today! HAHAH...

Add on

2007-12-01T22:42:00.000-08:00

hello! well ytd svr was great, but im kinda discourage by something. I wonder why God gave me all the taste which i know i can do it, but somehow, i dunno why also... and this is the 1st time God really spoke to me alot alot alot alot alot!!! Im great! Add your faith and believe God! even the ONE person runaway from you, we need to take the step and go all the way and find the ONE person which WE KNOW that the ONE person MATTERS TO GOD! God is good to me! thank you :D

compare

2007-11-29T06:05:00.000-08:00

why compare? this bough back me to jasmine teaching. Dun compare with others.
honestly, i dunno if im ready anot.. and i dun want to fail anyone hopes in me.
God, you hold my world life.
how i wish i can have someone to talk to...

You dunno

2007-11-24T10:02:00.000-08:00

hello! eh anyway, i guess im gonna get sick! eh shit... God, please(:

Ppl are getting problem and problems eh, but at least we believer can take it cos we have GOD! and yeah, some ppl dunno God yet and they're getting problems and they cant even take it. Things are changing and its like THE WHOLE IS CHANGING hahah sound scary but, true! However, you know i know everybody KNOWS that God's LOVES WILL NEVER CHANGE! But the silly thing is that how much believer want to help them? It got into my mind... So God is telling me something(: good if you get it, if you can't (: sorry eh lol.

time pass fast...

errr..

2007-11-22T07:27:00.000-08:00

hello everyone! Im back to blog lol... kinda lazy to blog actually. Today went to outreach... while i walked, i saw this 3girls so i share Christ to them, AND GUESS WHAT?! i shared half way, i saw this woman come near to us and is one of the girl's mum! AND OF COS I SCARED ALR LA! then its okay, i go on shared.. so this woman ask me " which church are you from? " then i scared until i dunno how to talk, somehow i managed to open my mouth la and tell her " hope church Singapore " And she said " oh! You're sharing the Good news! " then i of cos ask her " oh! you also a christian? " Then she said " Yes! " of cos i calm down alr la! THANK GOD MAN! scary to Blessing lol.. not bad!

I still dun understand, dun understand why i can't. Its not hard at all actually, really... I know why, i know. I always dream to have a own cg, a cg that will always chiong, have time for us, playful and serious whenever we need to and meet for breakfast and etc... i dunno why also. To build a strong cg is not easy.. thank God, i have a shepherd that have faith and nvr give up on us... i always wish to have this kind of cg that filled with faith and NEVER SAY DIE! hard work begins with the person whom want it alot. Now then i understand..

...

2007-11-20T07:21:00.000-08:00

i miss the old you lol.. i dunno why also.. eh be playful la, you dumb... just that nowadays i didn't do what i did in the past only. COME ON, I'M WAITING FOR YOU MANXZXZX!

eggs

2007-11-20T06:21:00.000-08:00

Hey friends! just now i played bball with myself! finally bought a bball that is paid by me lolol... it cost $25? lol damn cool the ball i like it. ANYWAY ah gong cooked eggs for me lol.. hse got ah gong is the best..

I CANT WAIT FOR CAMP!!! how many days left? lol

hello

2007-11-19T10:17:00.000-08:00

hello hello... ahya I've got no idea what to blog la... er.. okay byebye
ANYWAY, some dogs are friendly! LOL maybe eh, i overcome dogs alr la.. but ahya i dunno lazy LOL

dun waste your time on... here(:

2007-11-16T09:53:00.000-08:00

eh anyway i've got something to blog.. since i so boring now(: update you my life la, dun say i not good(:
camp is coming up and my daddy has given me the money and BUT, i haven't pay yet(: sooner or later i will la, dun worry(: dun miss me if i nvr go(: THEN.. ERR! ORH! OHYA! 27nov wish me happy b'day(: dun waste money... and and and OHYA! my mum bringing me oversea to Malaysia HAHAH for 4days with my cousin, i guess. NO PLANET LA! ppl like me eh, haix.. dun need to take one la hahah.. okok fine.. actually i scared of high(: OHNO i scared of many things IN THE WORLD.
OKAY.. Im looking forward to camp!!! its like... not long not fast, BUT JUST NICE! yeah man.. bball event also coming eh, next friday! WOOTS! holidays are ment to be fun and LETS not waste away alright? 1 year 3times, take it nicly and kindly(:

use it, use me kindly(:

with God's blessing

2007-11-16T09:33:00.000-08:00

Hey friends! anyway I've got 2 VISITORS! Prasie God! Thank you God! After so long LONG LONG~ God really show me what is faith and relying... Never say " Give up " never say " Scared " becos we all know PRAYER WORKS WONDERS! faith=safe

ANYWAY, MY IPOD HANGING! sian...

what

2007-11-15T08:28:00.000-08:00

I was watching " My Girl " a Korean show la. i feel so sad for them eh, my heart even broke down beacause of the show. Is really pretty sad... BUT IS A NICE SHOW MAN! (: i expected a happy ending(: lol... nice show la nice show(: AHYA.. MCG was REAL fun! the eating part also lol.. yisi is the JOKER to me man! my goodness... i can't stop LAUGHING! WAHAHAH(:(:(:(:(:

tiong baru park

2007-11-15T03:09:00.000-08:00

im dying to go to TIONH BARU PARK! my goodess, is a nice place, alright! ehhh.. i want to go!!!

break down!

2007-11-14T10:05:00.000-08:00

eh! God, break my fear!
eh i want to have a ear hole! not joking! :D break down! (:

Dear God

2007-11-13T09:54:00.000-08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

EH I LIKE THIS SONG! can ask me for the song(:

I'll be two steps behind

2007-11-12T22:52:00.000-08:00

eh crap! today i go toilet like every 5mins can! my goodness! ytd night i ate chipster the hot one hahah.. no wonder la. CRAP! eh die.. i keep on singing this song " Two steps behind" LOL! eh nice lor the song, i like(: byebye...

what is the time now? is 3.16AM LOL!

2007-11-12T11:14:00.000-08:00

hi friends! today is also another fun day! Enjoy life with same old peoples and serve the same God! We fellowship same old peoples la hahah is fun okay! I enjoy it :D but the most funny part is the going to mac! LOL! Melody damn silly! she wanted to make fun of the person then she do silly action, then guess what?! i dunno how on earth the person know, then he looked at melody and she was doing the action! me and sherman laugh at her LOL! my goodness i am laughing at her now!!! hahah silly people do silly things, isn't it? LOL! Kidding la! then inside the mac also quite funny! The called! hahah :D is hell funny! I do really enjoy life like that (:
anyway now then i know ck is my shi mu -.-" how slow~ she can protect me if anyone bully me(: cos she is scary and LOL.. i dun want to say anymore, later she kill me.. then.. hahah(: the time has come! eh shi mu sound very funny. like some ahma! OR maybe mother? hahah.. wah! if she get to be my mum eh! PRAISE GOD! no one dare to bully me lei((: HOR CLARA SHI MU?

hello

2007-11-12T01:00:00.000-08:00

hello friends! anyway i was reading one of my friend's blog. When i was reading, i feel so angry or maybe not... just that the person never really try to get close to God(: but anyway.. I am really very glad that my ex sheep not angry yet still helping the person! KEEP IT UP! Good job! God sees everyones heart! We're not super holy yet, but we're crazy about God! dun give up! get close to God and you will know! God is good all the time! All the time God is good! Let's be silly in this! :D
bye friends!

HI

2007-11-11T11:28:00.000-08:00

eh hi friends! let me blog down about today then! Today actually i meeting tingy and hui ( eh the twins la! ) to go for sunday svr, but sadly i not feeling well so i 11am+ then go out. Okay Im late la hahah... Then i talk to them alot haha(: Thank God man! actually i dunno how to start at first, SOMEHOW, God lead me la! How great! Then tell them alot of things ( i dun look so nagging hor? ) AND guess what?! I SAW ZINC! she no longer in youth already ): BUT YEAH! same family! hahah :D i hope she will go for the youth camp! LOL. Okay then i talk to them alot again ( haha yeah sorry! ) yeah! i feel so good inside man! LOL... okok

Today! went out with ck jeron melody and sherman.. LOL. we watch moive " stardust " very nice YET SCARY! But the star girl very sweet hahah.. the evil ahma also not bad la =X My goodness! ck watch movie very funny! I can't stop laughing at her! HAHAH :D and she eh.. WANT TO WATCH THOSE NC16 SHOW! eee.. okay the show really nice and FUNNY! eh that guy become rat, my goodness! then the girl tell him her feelings for that guy which become a rat la! then the rat so cute la LOL! is cute okay! ohya.. then they happy ending la. The story too long eh, i lazy to type out! LOL! is a fun day today!!! BYEBYE!

CAMP!

2007-11-10T09:08:00.000-08:00

EH! camp! MY GOODNESS, i can't wait for camp!!! WAH SEH.. camp!! LOL. MUST GO FOR CAMP! i go to camp got motive one HAHAH.
1: Let God move my heart!
2: Change peoples life by doing good video!
3: FELLOWSHIP!

forever God is faithful! yeah :D

hello

2007-11-08T11:17:00.001-08:00

eh hello(: I am just bored hahah.. anyway byebye :D
You have a place in my heart, dun forget!

not giving up

2007-11-08T07:53:00.000-08:00

I feel angry in my heart. 28? We should go even more then this! God, I know all the hard work will not in vain, because WEST-B know that you're real and YOU will make it better! And God, I want to do better then this...
I rmb i once told my leader that i will do better then her, and IM still keeping my words BECAUSE i know God want me to do better too! and I dun want to let any of my hard work wasted! God will make a way, this is what i believe the most.
BUT! shouldn't be discourage! ONLY THE HOLY ANGER WE MUST HAVE!

salala~ ( wth am i doing? )

2007-11-07T01:51:00.000-08:00

Yo! I find that im a blessed kid and God really gave me alot of joy this few days and i believe God will give me even much more! Right God? Right! said God. LOL! anyway i was outreach at lot1 and then got this girl eh, P6 somemore. She keep suan me and said i short. LOL. is okay la I'm facing the fact (: i dun mind actually cos i used to it! hahah.

Why discourage when the battle haven start? This word came to my mind once. We shouldn't be discourage when the battle haven start, even the battle start, we shouldn't be discourage too! Because we tried our best and God sees our hearts! And of cos we must have the holy anger! But you know what? We didn't lose! Cos Jesus said that in Revelation 16:15 "Behold, I come like a thief! Blessed is he who stays awake and keeps his clothes with him, so that he may not go naked and be shamefully exposed. " YEAH! we should be standing and not setting! ( get what i mean? ) i think i got alot of typo error on ytd post. BYE!

HI!

2007-11-06T07:58:00.000-08:00

Unit cg was fun! i wanna kin kin and then i can sleep, okay.. I was having my supper just now, NOT ALONE BUT WITH GOD! I talk to him and have some craps la (lolol). i find it funny i dunno why also, he showed me a broker legs people and TELL ME " This people are very important to me " I was like.. huh God, i talking to you crap lei and you show me this? LOL! then i was orh okay. Actually God showed me alot of times in this kind of people also, even when im eating and walking. And see, how great are we! i really you all know what i mean. BECOS I FINALLY DISCOVER! BYE!

To Know Your Name

2007-11-05T09:35:00.000-08:00

The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems

Forgiven, i'm alive, restored, set free

Your majesty resides inside of me

Forever i believe forever I believe

Arrested by a truth and righteousness

Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness

Convicted by your spirit, let by Your word

Your love will never fail, Your love will never fail

[Chorus]

I know You gave

The world Your only Son for us

To know Your Name

To live within the Saviour's love

He took my place

Knowing He'd be crucified

and You loved, You loved
people undeserving.

I really really agreed with this part " your love will never fail " and " You loved people undeserving " At that part of time when i listened, i really dunno what to do, but thank God. Is like You hate and do bad things on him, yet He still love you and PROTECT YOU.. I feel like crying when i listen to this song... Is like you did so MANY MANY sins AND God still LOVES you and Sent his one and only son to died for us... for a undeserving people, just like us. He took away my sins and protect me, How can i stop doing his will? Lord, you're since a great God. THANK YOU! xD

Love and Care

2007-11-03T09:56:00.000-07:00

Life rocks! Alright is time to update what I've learnt today. well well well! Anyway God spoke to me alot today and lol is during my duty, i see how much peoples worshiping God and how much they love God, indeed i feel like crying when i see so much people dance mad for God AND HOW MUCH THEY PRAISE GOD! It touched me alot, but how much people are willing to die? I came to think about this " how much are they willing to die for him? " And i could not ans myself. Really peoples need to grow in their faith and dun need to scared about their tmr cause God is holding out tmr! As long as You know what you're doing and IS FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD, its fine cause God sees the hearts of everyone. I need to grow in my faith, faith is a very important things in our spirit life! My goodness i feel like sleeping =X ANYWAY! Dewen meet us for PCLM yeah, kinda fruitful. We talk about love and care, how much they love and show their actions.

The cake is kinda poor? heehe xD ? mummy is at hongkong? left me at home so poor.

i didnt gave up!

2007-11-02T10:34:00.000-07:00

Hey! training was rather fun yet slack, but overall i like it(: i like the training feeling and RUNNING! My goodness after running i feel like vomit! maybe quite long never run or something and my leg is not pain! heehe i feel so happy for my leg, after so long my leg is FINALLY RECOVERED! Praise God! Its like 2 years and your leg is recovered! Okay anyway.. leant alot today also(: but then i kinda lazy to type xD ? hahah tmr then! PASSION in doing EVERYTHING! weets~ my ipod is hanging -.-"

the monster is coming on its way~

2007-11-01T11:35:00.000-07:00

praise God! my hp is with me now(: talk to same-old-people on the phone until 11pm+? quite early hor hahah.. then dunno what happen my mum took away my phone not about phone bill la.. dunno what happen also. nvm just heck it =X ohnooo i feel so bored now.. i cant sleep lei ): sad nvm, WHO CARES!(: anyway.. i felt something is missing in my life lol i dunno lei. i dun want to go sec3 actually.. ITS LIKE.. eh forget it. i still miss pri school life. peoples from P6 around ARE ROCKS ( for some are not.. eh no is only one ) yeah.. THEY ROCKS MY LIFE UPSIDE DOWN.. i have been missing this kind of life VERY LONG ALR. but who cares! EVERYONE ARE GROWING UP AND TALLER THEN ME.. lolol. how i wish i can go back to this kind of life.. lol BUT is bad la BUT friendship are more important RIGHT? ( God is even more important la ) eh nvm.. but yeah.. they rocks. i dun seems to enjoy my life in sec sch... lol dunno why also, but.. no more but already.. but yeah.. i still got pri sch friends around me(: LIKE ZK! lol same pri sch, SAME CHURCH! Maybe thats God's place.. whatever his will, just go ahead.. even is tiring or boring.. i believe there's something that you can rmb! for me? sec1 camp? LOL! more are coming, so stay still!!! but i can rmb pri sch life lei only p6 that time la! time really pass fast and im growing older and older each day, but our spiritual life is growing younger and younger(: We're relying on God like how we relying on out parents. like when we're sick, your parent will be there for you, but as for God, he's the superhero that dun need to know, cos he already knew! anyway some ppl will think that im crazy, but HEY, you gotta try it, BELIEVE ME! there's a real God, really. AND.. YOU GOTTA TRY IT! ok.. anyway i leanrt something when i taking mrt " its start from you " yeah.. start from you(: i believe life is not that boring(:

I guess

2007-10-31T10:41:00.000-07:00

Hey! I think im gonna have flu soon, dunno why but maybe i keep talking to someone that is SICK ( every night~ ) i didn't notice that talking to illness people thru phone also will pass the disease. Ehh.. I JUST COUGH! My GOODNESS! God, please heal me(: OKAY... I have been listening to my brother's song from just now until now! i like the song(: yeah, is nice!

i didn't want to be in this stage. God, please help me, i really want to change and grow your kingdom. All the test you had given me, i think i only overcome some... but God, i really want to overcome all the test that you given me. I dunno how im going to change, but i know you will help me. Not giving up, not slacking BUT GROWING up be a mature pcl... i cant believe why God put me become pcl, no idea. rmb how i cross the line, rmb what i had been telling you..rmb the sinner prayer. I want to be a childlike... can i grow his kingdom?

ehhhh...

2007-10-30T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hey there! Finally training is coming(: haven been training since age already, but i dun miss running! Somehow i miss my glove! i miss using my glove to catch ball! yeah. but i dun miss running(: i think we'll be running 5 rounds or 3rounds hahah, BUT WHO CARES! training training training! I think i will be chionging my maple xD again.. anyway i had nth to post so byebye! im a loser that waiting for u all alone.. i dun even dare to say, im a loser.. i dun like people get close to u.. i wonder what is this

SHOUT!!!!!!

2007-10-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

I feel like shout, but Im at home. If i go out to shout, ppl will think that i am crazy... nvm. MY GOODNESS, I FEEL LIKE EATING NOW!!! i think i will be going out at 10pm for supper and let me relax, cos nowadays i feel so stress, dunno why also. haizxzxz ): but who cares! I am going to stand up, STAND UP ONE DAY!! but also im quite happy too! cos i get to see ..ERR ERR ERRR (: but then errr haven online.. WHO CARES (: LAZY TO BLOG ALREADY.. BYEBYE

whateverzxzxzzzxzxz

2007-10-28T00:34:00.000-07:00

This is making me go crazy.. im damn bored! i cant even go out on sunday.. WTH~ but it seems to have many ppls online.. thats great(: ytd night? lol nth la 4am+ then sleep, but then! ahya forget it(: super malu.. BYEBYE

WHATS UP!

2007-10-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

WHATS UP?! eh good news, im going to sec3(: but sad I WANT TO STAY IN SEC2, sec2 life is much more better, BUT WHO CARES! CUT IT MAN! okay is time to update what my teacher type in my report book, here it goes " Gina is a quiet and respectful student. She needs to manage her time well and prioritise her work for better results. She needs to have more confidence in herself". YUP! eh actually my conduct should be VERY GOOD, but then in other reason i always late so my teacher put FAIR. WTH~ ohya! IM the top 20 in class! 19/33 LOL! not bad la((: actually im glad that i only failed 4 out of 10 subjects! This is really God's blessing man. I already tried my best, i really thank God man.. My first semester did damn badly, i failed 5 out of 7 man! and my class position 24/33 WTH.. BUT i really see my improvement, not that im action or what BUT is really God blessing. I see my improved from sec1 to sec2. Okay, my sec1 FSY 2006 class position 30/36, EOY 2006 class position 32/36, FSY 2007 class position 24/33, EOY 2007 class position 19/33!!! wah seh! God blessing!!! I really Thank God man! God really never fail me(: i want to study hard sec3 and 4 AND OF COS THE REST OF MY LIFE.. im not playing this time, i really I WANT TO SHARE GREAT TESTI in my studies! come on GOD! wisdom! :D svr was great(: i love meeting God, indeed the whole svr for me is to GIVE THANKS TO GOD! give thanks, YEAH! we should always give thanks to God, dun you think so too? i always tell God my problems, but GIVE THANKS TO ALL THE PROBLEMS.. we should grow in BIGGER problems now! He's my father, and he will HELP. He can bring thru this, he will bring THIS OUT! shall see the results and i believe if we always remain in the same level of the problems, we will never grow! WE SHOULD GIVE THANKS! YEAH YEAH YEAH THANK YOU GOD!

But..

2007-10-25T08:12:00.000-07:00

oh no! Tmr is parents meeting, I SURE DIE LA! Hope my teacher will close and open one eye. School was boring, reached school, at 8.30am =x lol then they watch my brother show :D today is a boring day for me, i even fall asleep in class cos too boring already and not many people came school. 18nov also need to go school for some event,what a wasting time...
eh shit.. i felt so stressed up nowadays and I RWALLY I DUN WANNA DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING NOW... i need some rest, but is okay God will help me in this and go thru. i really hate people control my life, REALLY! i wonder why people one by one leaving God is it becos of this reason? if it is, they're such a silly kids REALLY! But i wish something can really change.. ahya forget it. DUN MAKE MY LIFE HARD LA.. people need some times what, JUST TAKE A CHILL. make your life easy and make mine as well.. why make your life so hard and mine too? DUN MAKE ME GO JUMP DOWN LA! im still young lei.. hope tmr gonna be fine and MAKE THE STRESS GO AWAY.. i hate this kind of things, REALLY! but well, maybe God is playing with me eh.. NOT FUN. ANYWAY! God, you must help me in this, tmr you must help me close my teacher mouth :D and let him praise me eh=x hahah cos you're faithful what(: IF CAN! MY MUM BETTER DUN GO! :D wah seh... super scared

3days!

2007-10-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

EH! Good NEWS! My form teacher called my mum~ wohoo tmr must go school la, if not die sia xD ehhh.. my mum going to fly soon (: (: (: good and bad sigh~ bad sigh is that my mum not gonna sleep with me at night ): but is okay la, someone is gonna call me everynight thats known :D someone claims that she's fat xD yeah(: fat looks cute on me(= Actually i dun miss school((: hahah I DUN WANT TO GO SCHOOL LA TMR! ohya~ i still need to learnt to tie hor =D IM SMART, sure can learn in 15mins, trust me! YEAH training is coming, sure die! hope won't run 5 rounds xD i can die one okay... I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP! walau.. is feel not want(: so dun worry. Quite disappointed today.. dun want to say, but people will know how it feels like.. feel like shit, u dun give me respect why i bother do those things for you? waste my bloody time. Quite sorry to God also.

How come?

2007-10-23T10:34:00.000-07:00

Ohmygosh! I cant sleep every night! What happened to me? So next time people feel so bored at night, feel free to find me(: i will always be there for you :D Well, My mum gonna oversea and my bed will be only MINE, MINE AND MINE! But kinda scared cos at night my mum will not sleep with me cos she's oversea la ( duh use your brain! ) yeah~ peoples can call me at night, but dun make ghosh sound thanks(: People who are kind can also buy me supper OR ask me out for supper and i will kind and SUPPER WITH YOU TOGETHER! But sadly, my G'father dun allow people to come to our house ONLY FOR COUSIN THEN CAN! walau... but i know la i know, some people will call me at night then talk until very late :D OH! If can, we can always watch stars eh.. but send me home pleaseeeee ( i scared la ) nowadays have been a quite and quite good and bad day for those whom outreach eh? or maybe GOOD? nvm nvm.. i think i really learnt alot when i outreach with God and holy spirit :D quite scary and fun hahah BUT overall is fun and meaningful! To see how people come back to God and to see how west-B people fight on the war with God, thats quite tocuhing actually(: to see how Gina Tay Ting Hua really do such things that she dun really like or WANT or FEEL or even SERIOUS IN DOING SUCH THINGS..ohman she even shy in talking to others that she dunno... GOSH! is this really Gina? YES! I'm Gina Tay Ting Hua! if i never know Jesus, i wouldn't enjoy my life in outreaching and won't even do such things that is really meaningful BUT praise God! He changed me up side down, he showed me what is real life and i have never been doing meaningful things UNTIL NOW i know God, he really made me grow up. Unlike last time, used to fight ( sometimes only xD ) drink, play bball after school, bully others, scold bad words, no respect for others and still thinking.... hahah(: but now? since ever i know Jesus i never fight already xD never play bball already ( i miss playing bball with myself ) never drink already ( okay sometimes when my cousin make me drink, but never drank ) I've got respect for others! and i earn my respect from others too! To think about it, my life quite useless without God... Sometime i even quite sad for my friends that they dunno God ( reminded me the letter from hell ) I really hope that they can really see my life and how God changed me. I hate to see their msn nick or whatever things cos when i see it, i can feel the pain God had, in fact I feel lesser then God.. i see people nick that they put ' i want to end my life, so meaningless Im a useless in the world '. eh shit.. Can you feel the pain? The pain that God had? you cant! Because God is even more sad then you, his heart in broken in pieces... you? your heart won't be like God. I hate people saying themselves that they're useless cos when they said the word, they're real useless person! Even they're not christian, they should face the fact, stand up and re-stand all over again! Blame yourself for not doing well, for not thinking wisely! Why they want to end their life when they're in such age? so young.. so selfish and never think for others, they never even think for their parents. NEVER THINK FOR THE MOTHER too! Actually every women that gives born will have risk, but what the mother think is that " i want to give born, i want my child to alive " but sadly, their child are too silly to end her/his life. If you ever how a turning life, will you make your life meaningful? Is too silly to end your life right now in your age. Hope you people will understand why your parents will do this to you. anyway, im not acting a hero or whatever so just that i feel so unhappy when people their life in such age.

Believe me, i can help you. Just lend me your hand

what la...

2007-10-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hello! Let me update some random things then(:
What i really love to have:
1. A Leader that understanding!
2. A Leader that love her/his sheep and ppl!
3. A Leader that cares for her/his ppl!
4. A Leader that have same interest as me!
5. A Leader that joke around!
6. A Leader that LOVE God!
7. A Leader that will be there for his/her ppl!
8. A leader that can put me into her/his shoe! ( understand my feelings )
9. A Leader that make sure his/her ppl cares for his/her sheep/ppl well!
10. A Leader that will cheer his/her ppl up and never let his/her ppl discourage!
11. A Leader that will protect his/her ppl!
12. A Leader do what he/she need to do for the kingdom of God, but NOT what they love
13. A Leader that will talk to his/her ppl when they are bored =X ( opps )

I'll try my best to do what i say! =X ohya, anyway i want to say all these not becos my leader or shepherd is not understanding or blah blah.. because i feel that IM BORED! lol :D
I want to update about today HOW WAS MY OUTREACH! quite happy(: cos I've got 2 ppl convert! not CDS ): but from ( eh ps i dunno how to spell the school name =X ) WAH! like finally sia(: I believe God is doing his job now! hahah okay i shall end here(: ohya! and i love my leaders ALOT!!! :D

Hi

2007-10-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hey! Went lot1 to outreach today, quite bad actually cos no one convert!!! EHHH! Like hell long already, but i believe this thing called "Miracle" maybe God is testing us, WHO KNOWS? I believe all the ending will be GOOD! After all the hard work, God will really make us grow alot, in fact, We're growing :D right? Hey! I've got a good news!!! drum rolls- I've overcome all the evil things ( REALLY! ) woots~ I thank God that he made me grow alot in the area that i am weak in and now i am strong in the area. After what i think back i think i am really wasting the time ): but yeah! He make me move(: Can you hear the revival? I CAN! I believe that God will move CDS! I want to bring and lead the people in the school ( if i can la ) not because i want to be a leader, BUT BECAUSE I SEE THE VALUE OF LEADING THE GROUP! And YES! God is moving in me and the Holy Spirit is helping! What is hard work? I really hate working hard but because what God have been promise us what he will do. Like Paul and Esther, they really amazed me alot! They work so hard just to preached the gospel and what others say about them, both of them just dun care! They are not even scare of dying for God! Acts 14:21-22
However, I'll stand for your kingdom, because i see the value of making your kingdom grow.

ONE LAST THING! I also amazed how tingting lead West-B even when our group is so hard to lead never grow well, tingting still go on and lead us(: she didn't give up on us.. but sometimes got say us abit BECAUSE she cares for us(=

Hey!

2007-10-21T09:16:00.000-07:00

Hello! I love my blogskin alot! super cute : D okay if people that i haven't link yet, please leave your link on my tag board and i will link you asap! Wonder why other people can really have the spirit of wanting, but why not me? How much that they really want to see and how much they really putting faith in God.. well, i have put my faith in God, but why i dun have the spirit? I really amazed them alot. man.. how much that i long for this spirit of wanting. i know that, only spirit can do greater things for God's kingdom, in fact i think the only ways to do great things for God is to have spirit! God, give it to me! i want the spirit of wanting more! Sometimes i also even pissed off by what im doing, like lacking behind while others is infront of me. But funny thing is that God still blessed me! I really thank God for this uncountable blessing (: How much he have change my life and God is gonna change me now! He will give me the spirit of wanting! I really dun want just say, but put in ACTION cos only action can prove that you really want and God will help me in this! I dun want to see my friends and parent go to hell, cos they mean alot to me! I've got a link
http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=e10543891fd2e7277d15 MUST GO! if even i really have a letter from hell all i will blame is me, but not God. CG08 is coming to an end, but CDS have no one yet, i hope that tmr when i outreach, i really have the spirit of wanting and dun think of others things! GOD, help me! AMEN!

Break my Heart for what Break yours

Im a nice person!

2007-10-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl! svr and meeting was good! wohoo~ i learnt alot. but sadly, some of my cg members didn't come SO they missed out! yeah(: so i will teach my sheep!!! what if eh, your child lost? or something that really matters to you alot? maybe will worry, cry or do lots of ways to find right? actually i nvr lost something that really matters to me alot hahah, but i can really understand la(: today's svr and meeting teaching really like the same teaching, but the title diff la :D lost and found teaching =X okay la.. i learnt that, sometimes we really forget to share God's love and we can be so selfish, or rather not selfish, but kinda forgetful. So we will like just fellowship then rather OUTREACH! yes we can fellowship, in fact God called us to fellowship. HOWEVER! Jesus didn't die for fellowship, but he died for OUR SINS! what tingting say is right, if we outreach and they just walk away or whatever the most we lost our face, but if the person convert and know Jesus, what you gain? you gain SOUL! God, i really want to do something great and built your house! Help me Lord.. i want to have the willing heart(: And God spoke to me that, since he is faithful, he wont just see you die, but will help you too! cos God is faithful!

HELLO!

2007-10-19T11:22:00.000-07:00

hi ppl! I'm bored(: and its 2.23am quite early or late? guess late eh! okok(: meet tingyi and teach her teaching! wow quite good and fruitful! indeed i learnt alot! wah seh(: thank God for this day! ohya! last but not least facebook sucks! i dunno how to use hahah(:
happy spiritual b'day to melody!!! wohoo!

WHATS UP?!

2007-10-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

hi ppl! okay well~ nth to say about today actually.. but quite disappointed why dun have converts.. what i learnt from myself is... Sometimes life will have happiness, sad and hardship and etc... in this case, many of us will begin happy, hardship and sad.. becos when we want to do this, we will be very happy. and then when we do and do and do, nth comes and we will be sad, in fact something added on is the so called " problem ". YES! we will think and think and think how to solve and complete, etc... well, when we know how to solve, of cos we will use the matter to do. when we solved and all.. something added on "Fruits"! Yes! COMPETED! hahah yup.. this is what i learnt from myself.. lazy to explain why i want to post, but PLEASE THINK! okay.. im statrting to worried about someone already.. hoping my phone will ring or even a msg come, but both didn't come.. or maybe just my tots? maybe. all i wish is a chance to help you, lend you my ear and i will be your listener. i really wish that all was wrong, what i think was wrong.. and I've tell you before that i will be your listener and help you.. dun use drinking to solve, it won't works...

HeyHo!

2007-10-17T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hey! 1st thing i felt when i wake up is WEAK! eh i sick already.. shit la.. God, Heal me please! i still want to do alot of things for you lei. went for outreach, beside my school CDS! wah i can die seh.. so hot then i need to walk very far, so walk half way, GUESS WHAT SAW?! DOG! wah.. thank God mingyee is with me seh, if not eh i think i will run like creazy =D the dog like so big+fat =x then like nobody, so we went to BPP.. and then also nobody! then nvm, we saw sathya and jess.. they also outreach(: but sathya the poor one haha came so early but then no one.. so we went to lot1(: meet alexis only, then got joy and her sheep... wohoo! BUT! joy and her sheep went to eat. so we went to outreach... at least still got ppl, but GOT MALAY! so nvm.. we move on to other ppl.. so alexis and mingyee went to share christ.. then i see lor.. SO WE WALK! then next is me and joy.. super malu sia ): i went out with joy, then got this 4 girls run away.. so nvm la.. me and joy go share christ to other 2 (: P6 only, but they dun want to convert.. BUT NVM! i got their number and msn(: how smart can i be! they want to go cckss, but i ask them come to AES! :D yeah~ but nvm.. i can't walk to outreach P6! CHIJ, HERE I COME! heehe

ohya! somebody's post was super encouraging to me! is like, another bible to me=x BUT HOLY BIBLE THE BEST! her post really .. GOOD! what she say is right la(: take hardship now? or later? you chose! haha.. I've say yes to God long age.. finally a test come from him! i will Cherish the test from God.. becos all my hope is in him! a song that nvr fail to encouraged ' Kids Prayer ' childlike! i think, im growing like a kids now=x hahah! hey! kids are cute okay! Okay.. byebye(:

2007-10-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

hello... nothing to say about today.. just that we went for outreach then something happened to alicia, cos her phone lost, then i ask jiawan to find for her.. so went to panjang cos her phone found alr.. lol they send quite fast sia.. o-kay.. actually today damn moodless.. shit la what happen to me eh? sometimes, i just dun understand why the feeling just always remain there, why cant remove it.. or isit got a hole inside? but nvm.. i will be back myself soon! HAHA~ nvm God is still moving in my life.. yeah! (: dun worry, i will be back soon.. i will nvr cover up my feelings or whatever.. cos i am who i am(: byebye..

what la? heehe

2007-10-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

Hi dudes! Eh tell you something.. WAM NIGHT ROCKS! wah God spoke to me alot alot! man.. spirit is just so important for us! if we do have the spirit, sure can do something for christ! just like now.. CG08! we need to have the spirit also! GOD, I WANT THE SPIRIT! GIVE IT TO ME PLEASE, LORD! spirit!!! when i worship God, he spoke to me again(: sometimes, ppl will feel like giving up when the fruits come hahah maybe i am the one which want to give up ( think before ) but i thank God that i didnt (: God once again remind me that
' Only Loser Give Up ' I believe, i still can save them and i want to! i dun want to give up.. and i wont even think of giving up! My heart will bow down, Lord

outreach!

2007-10-14T03:28:00.000-07:00

hi dudes~ YEAH! I'VE HAVE AN IDEA HOW TO DO WITH OUTREACH ALR! P6 and CDS GOGOGO!!!!
I'll try my best not to talk to you, not even hi or bye.

eh...

2007-10-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

hi everyone... i think, i dun have much time to play already eh? 2 more months to go! CDS must have a cg size! mission starts tmr! :D CG08! man... kinda fun seh(: for those ppl like me think that is hard, take heart! cos it will come! believe what we can't do and just lean on God, cos when we do our best, God will do the rest! fun yet scary game..
well, i have a bad feeling inside.. sad, guilty and sorry.

hi

2007-10-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

God, why? asked you alot of times... im tired of saving them, really. all that i've done isit worth it? why must i face this kind of fact? i hope this is all just a dream and test for me.. i must be strong, i want to stand for you... dun let me fall pls, dad...

hello

2007-10-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

eh tell you what, school inter-class rocks! but i nvr play ): cos i too noob, not fit to play =/ eh also, i late for school today (: HAHA! YEAH! 8.30am reached school.. nice one la eh! then play bball and then walk ( no life in school seh ) tmr flag day also..wah waste time seh. please give me money pls pls im poor ): no one want me ( HAHA )
OKAY! Prince hours 2 rocks! i like the show alot! ( police show still the best! ) yeah i like the song too~ yeah yeah,, the show super nice hahah LATER IM GOING TO WATCH AGAIN! plus the guy so HOT and CUTE! wah seh.. i want to sell noodle like him sia=x ( shy now ) sell noodle got good future lei HAHA! okay im tired...
pls dun give up yourself.. dun. promise not to give up one

YEAH! exams are over!

2007-10-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

Heyo! GOOD NEWS! Exam are over! like finally sia im waiting for this day like hell long hahah..DnT paper was suck to death! i dunno how to draw! walau i suck in drawing la. if can pity pity me and give me some marks la ( eh shit my 4marks! ) I cmi in drawing yet im proud to be one! HAHAHA! ( not funny! )
Eh detention today=x late for school again.. actually if i nvr late today eh, is my breakthru lei! cos all my exams all i late!=x eh but i got improved okay! (: I learnt alot when i go detention.. Ms wendy tell us about life stories( i like it! ) cherish your life now or else you will regret... eh i learnt alot and now i love to visit her alr hahah! =D

I feel so tired when i helped the person yet she dun want to help herself... anyone can teach me? i really feel like giving up, but i dun want, i feel like dun trust the person, but i dun want too.. God, help me please!

20 OCT AND 27 OCT!!! melody's spiritual b'day coming and HOLIDAYS IS COMING TOO! YEAH!

1more day!

2007-10-10T06:57:00.000-07:00

Hey there! CPA today! wah.. i wasted 4marks! i forget to save!! WALAU! God, why you play this kind of games! nvm la... ohyeah! fellowship was great! played bball just now! long time nvr play alr hahah Im a NBA player! come on come on :D okay la.. anyway I'VE GOT A NEWS! dewen is going to dance at meeting! GOOD JOB!

is my own life... i want to pick myself up when i fall.. and you know that God is helping me too. i dun want to share my problems with others besides shepherd, God and Leaders... i know that you care and i really care too, is all about your own tots that i dun care, but i care. hope you can really understand and feel what i felt when i dun want to tell others.. thank God that i have a great friend like you..

LAST PAPER TO GO! DnT is nothing to me! small case small case! =D God, please give me widom! Amen!

Is time now!!!

2007-10-09T09:01:00.000-07:00

I think is time to suffer eh! cos nowadays God keep telling me about suffering! IS TIME FOR ME TO SUFFER, i guess so! abit scared, but hey! i dun care! cos God is with me! bring it on! =D I will suffer for the good, not the bad. YEAH! ALL THE BEST FOR ME! dun let me die can alr! Im not sure isit God want me to suffer, but anytime God will test my faith.
Key: Stand Firm!

2 more days!

2007-10-09T01:05:00.000-07:00

hello! Im sick now..sway la.. hope i can recover again eh((:

I've messed up my feelings..until the day i reliesed something. how much you meant to me... but i know, we will nvr get to start or end.. i try my best to get over you, but sad i cant.. until the night and the music played, i know i cant. shit!

still thinking

2007-10-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

God, i still dunno what to do... i done so much thing and spend so many days on the person, cant she see my hard work? i dunno trust or dun trust.. i need help in this.

Trusting

2007-10-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

nowadays i like dun really trust ppl anymore.. why the hell it happened to me. help me lord! i need this to fix and then i hope everything will be fine. so many problems now and i know all the problems is for my own good. i know God want me to grow in these areas. i know, i know, i know... with him, i can feel the protection, when i feel stressed, i felt God
is calming me down and help me to solve problems, when i cant feel any love, but only God loves i could felt, when no one is encourage me, God is the one that encouraged me. thanks daddy(:

whats the time now?

2007-10-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

hello friends! Nowadays school got alot of problems. Well, it helped me alot and grow and get closer to my sheep(: thats great hahah.. but sometimes i dun really feel like doing the things, but i still thank God that i did and i didn't regret it(: was walking home just now, and then to think about it why nowadays i can grow and get so close to my sheep now. I've heard a song, but i dunno whats the name, it goes " He work in ways, we cannot see " YUP! thats true! i just realise that God really helped me alot alot alot! THANK YOU, GOD!

just now i was reading dewen's blog. It reminded me my ahma! yup, she has been passed away like since i was P1... after school, she used to bring me back home or to let someboday care about me... she's the great ahma i have ever! i can rmb how she passed away and fall down. I hope she's fine now(:

WAH! 1st time leading the so called " make-up cg " for those who nvr come ahaha(:

Only a loser will give up, do you?

2007-10-04T07:45:00.000-07:00

hello! i really dun have the mode to sleep actually.. and let's share about things that tocuh me alot(: mrs wendy and my form teacher really really helped me alot. Ppl in my school will know that i will always late for school and teachers will see my face until 'sian'. today mrs wendy and my form teacher tell me about not to come to school late again.. well, what touched me alot is that they protect me thru giving excuse to MR.K hahah... yeah if Mr. K find out that im the one who always late for school, then both mrs wendy and my form teacher will have a big troubles... yup that meant alot to me. really thank you! well i hope i can say infront of them, but walau im shy la pls...

there is always a way to go out

2007-10-04T05:34:00.000-07:00

hello friends! 7more days to end of EOY! Im sian of EOY now hahah but cannot give up also la(: so must..yeah you understand!

Im trying my best to overcome you, but nth seems to help me out... and yeah i know is just a feeling sooner or later will gone. so i will fight with the feeling... maybe i will lose, but i will win too! And im sure that God will help me this out.. i believe God and deeply simply trust him(: becos he is just a prayer away! YUP! DUN LOOK DOWN ON ME! when i fall down, God will pick me up! YOU SINNERS! ( sorry )

Pls?

2007-10-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

Dear God, I would love to pray for my school mates that they will grow up and pls remind their age. I really tired of the problems, somehow i will love to pray that my closer ones will tell the true and remind them their Level and not hide things inside themselves. I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really...tired of the problems and sick of their behavior.

whatever~

2007-09-30T19:40:00.000-07:00

hello! well since im free now, i shall blog about my interest! tot i really want to join HopeKids, but one of my dream bought me back to my young age. when i was young, all i want is to be a police... well, being a police looks cool and can save lots of ppl when they need us! i dun think CID look safe hahah so i will want to be a normall police and walk around (: before you're police, those ppl will train you until you mad ahaha(: so think before you make the chose! =p Im not scared(:

chinese paper done!

2007-09-30T19:29:00.000-07:00

i feel so good now(: cos chinese paper are done! few more papers to go): sian... i cant wait for exams to over! God, make the time move more faster! Im worry about my maths only actually>.<

shit!

2007-09-30T04:22:00.000-07:00

i dun wanna go to school tmr ): tmr chinese test.. hope my listening will pass ah! God, help me!
actually...got exams also not bad la cos can go home early! HAHA! hope i wont late for school tmr!!! okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy BYE!

come on!

2007-09-29T11:46:00.000-07:00

My ipod is recover! not bad! I dunno next time what i will work. cos i got too many dreams to go thru :D I WANT TO BE A POLICE! i really want to do be.. lol HopeKids maybe can la ahah but POLICE! as for media. i can do it on my svr day! HAHA! nvr joke..

I'll love you forever and ever

2007-09-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

Hey friends! shit! my ipod hanging! 1hour plus alr ): well, i think i will buy another one ,IF, my mum allow la. maybe i shall buy the new one huh(: after exams! WAH! that means, i got to give yp buying new phone la? nvm la.. dun buy dun buy la.. ipod more important then phone la(: i can use another phone which my mum dun use the phone.. OKAY! svr was rocks until my pants drop! super cool! everytime i go svr, one thing that i really look forward is TEACHING! one word from heaven can change my whole life!

anyway im lazy to update.. byebye!

beware!

2007-09-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

I think i better post one of her picture, cos i scared later my com hang like shit=x 1ST! this girl ah, tsktsk. cannot go out with her one! she is too active til she can pull your hair or kick you anywhere or ... eh too many! and and and!!! she dunno how to do my maths! haha ( i dunno how to do her maths too) Next time go out with her, must bring weapons to protect yourself, in case she beat you up then you can take out your weapon. hahaha(: this is the 1st lesson i have leant ytd.. well, as for keith. i want to say sorry to you. HAHA... actually this picture can't really see her face huh! i should put the... ( scared later jessie malu ) ahaha...

yeah yeah!

2007-09-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

hello! I've got a good new! i hit my goal! yeah! but i wont give up on my 10 too(: i hope i'll remain the number of souls! okay.. tired ): i want to sleep alr.. BYE!

hey!

2007-09-27T18:45:00.001-07:00

school com sucks! take me about 15mins to load~ alright.. im done now

It should meant to be like this.

2007-09-26T03:01:00.000-07:00

hello! well school was pretty alright(:
fellowship! play more bball okayy!

when i was walking home, God spoke to me and he is gonna lead me in teaching man(: this is what he told me and yes(: i would love to let him to lead me! whats a true friend is meant to be? thank God! i have a true friend in my life!

happy b'day ah gong!

No one can compare your name, Jesus(:

2007-09-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

hello! Im back from playing! yeah yeah yeah! eh! something to ask. WHY THE MOON STILL LOOKED SO SMALL?!?! dun really care actually(: well, woke up at 7.30am! im pro in waking up late((: lessons was fine. ALRIGHT! chinese oral was easy like hell! (chicken feet!) i wish exam start at tmr, so we can end it fast then we can have INTERCLASS!

lazy to update.. i want to sleep soon! NIGHTS! i want to eat moon cake!

ehhh...?

2007-09-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

hello friends! today 8.30am reached school! haha cos i was sleeping like a pig and some more is raining! raining dun need to take late coming form! :D MOE 2nd minster came to my school. GUESS WHAT?! i am the speaker for my school garden HAHA! u know what?! i joke with him! his a malay guy and he is friendly la! my good friend! school was alright i guess hahah...

i really want to thanks my shepherd for doing so many things for me! THANK YOU, MINGYEE!

james 1:2-8

Sunday!

2007-09-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

Heyo! i hated sunday alot! :D okay well well well well, woke up and had lunch with mum at subway, after that, mum go buy things and i followed her(: and then, went home and then cousins come to my hse and then we played and then they want to eat at near my hse there(:

Sometimes God really gave me alot of test when im not ready yet, what can i do? just follow his way. When i was bathing, i rmb what P.Jeff said ytd.sometimes, ppl will think that ' Jesus really exists? ' I must say that many ppl will think that and i think alot too! you know, when you do think of this, count your blessing(: i can tell you that God's blessing is uncountable! nowadays im having hard time and sometimes i dun really feel that God is by my side, but he is with me! breakthru today! 1st time in my qt i worship God! as in sing to God la! Yeah it feel good! He spoke to me alot! heb 10:15-17, heb 10:19-25, heb10:35-36, heb 11:6, heb 11:40, heb12:2, heb12:6, heb11:11, heb12:14, heb12:28, heb13:4-9, heb13:12-14, heb13:17

HEBREWS ROCKS!

he nvr fail me! i made my 1st covenant with God!:D

just love them like jesus

2007-09-22T09:19:00.000-07:00

Love them like jesus:
The love of her life is drifting away
They're losing the fight for another day
The life that she's known is falling apart
A fatherless home, a child's broken heart
You're holding her hand, you're straining for words
You're trying to make sense of it all
She's desperate for hope, darkness clouding her view
She's looking to you
Just love her like Jesus, carry her to Him
His yoke is easy, His burden is light
You don't need the answers to all of life's questions
Just know that He loves her and stay by her side
And love her like Jesus
Love her like Jesus
The gifts lie in wait, in a room painted blue
A little blessing from Heaven would be there soon
Hope fades in the night, blue skies turn to gray
As the little one slips away
You're holding their hand, you're straining for words
You're trying to make sense of it all
They're desperate for hope, darkness clouding their view
They're looking to you
Just love them like Jesus, carry them to Him
His yoke is easy, His burden is light
You don't need the answers to all of life's questions
Just know that He loves them and stay by their side
And love them like Jesus
The Lord of all creation holds our lives in His hands
The God of all the nations holds our lives in His hands
The Rock of our salvation holds our lives in His hands
He cares for them just as He cares for you
So love them like Jesus, love them like Jesus
You don't need the answers to all of life's questions
Just know that He loves them and stay by their side
And love them like Jesus
Love them like Jesus
Love them like Jesus

simply just love the song alot! duty was cool! :D anyway i learn alot from the teaching. i guess i only rmb 3important things only haha. 1: take up the responsibility 2: ask yourself why you want to be a leader 3: loser dun take up responsibility and thats why they dun grow! after the teaching, i just tot that im done with my bathing haha. yeah love it alot! pastor jeff teaching is always filled with jokes and meaningful words! Im looking for the next teaching! :D well well well, exams is coming very SOON! and im scared, but one thing that i know is that, God will always be by my side and do the exams paper with me and give me wisdom! God, im relying on you and cannot live alone, lead me to the very end! teach me the way you want it to be.

I'm child of God! :D

you hear that? i do!

2007-09-21T08:20:00.000-07:00

Yo friends! kinda sleepy now haha but nvm la(: guess this week God really blessed me alot! 1: late for school, but nvr take late coming form ( two times already ) 2: God blessed me thru Ppl like joannelee and jessie 3: He helped me to solved some problems! THANK YOU GOD! now, can you see how great is my God now? :D i love him alot!

hey jessie! see, i so tinghua! i go deleted the post lei! haha(: dun forget our dance! HAHA!

ppl! tell me the image look like what! :D

(:

2007-09-18T07:39:00.000-07:00

hello skinny the hwee siang(:

bring it on!

2007-09-18T06:12:00.000-07:00

hello friends! kinda boring day for me today ): got chinese exam SA2! real hard man, i cant even read that words, but nvm cos my teacher tell me my mistakes(: art?! OMG! we was playing la haha.. im playing my psp :D cos i have alr done my work! maths and english lesson going well(: mrs ho let us see a show, is about fat and mac and i promise i wont eat mac(: only for breakfast!

Have a great pain today(: but nvm, i love the pain alot.
In spiritual life, you will also have a great pain and you must love it becos is a time that you can be successful! rmb once my shepherd told me that she keep praying that God will give her more problem! you think is crazy? maybe you will, cos i once say it before! this is becos she want west-b2 to grow! pain=successful(: Maybe God is giving me test soon haha(: nvm, i will bear with it(: nothing to cares about! just solve the problems and move on to the next level! if you cant even pass the 1st level, how can you pass the 2nd level?

A song that i think which is really meaningful

When you've prayed every prayer that you know how to pray. Just remember the Lord will hear and the answer is on it's way. Our God is able. He is mighty. He is faithful. And He never sleeps, He never slumbers. He never tires of hearing our prayer. When we are weak He becomes stronger. So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him. Do you feel that the Lord has forgotten your need. Just remember that God is always working in ways you cannot see. Our God is able. He is mighty. He is faithful.

hello

2007-09-16T06:03:00.001-07:00

hello friends! just now was update-ing my blog! but alicia ask me to go some web, then my post gone! now lazy la! BYE! (:

guess?

2007-09-15T10:18:00.000-07:00

okay, im bored again(: the picture inside the person is ME! ME ME ME!!! MEEE! they took my pic without asking me sia! if not i can get ready! then make-up also lei. nvm la, bye!

reach for it!

2007-09-15T08:35:00.001-07:00

There is a hope in everyone life. We may not know the result and since we do not know, why not let's find the hope in our life? At least if we tried, we will know the result! Life is not that hard if you try to find the hope which is in our life! Yeah, I found my hope in my life now, because, I've set free from Jesus by his grace! However, I would like to say something

THANK YOU JESUS

hello!

2007-09-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

hello ppl! I'm back! finally eh? yeah(: kinda lazy and busy nowadays, but i'd tried to update and yeah.. you should know haha, guess you dun understand la and you dun need to understand heehe! not much to say anyway haha

Happy 16 anniversary to Hope church Singapore! yeah, God is moving this church and i really Thank God to whoever bought me to this church, if not i wouldn't know God now! He is making my life so meaningful now! yeah, quite touching today, dun you think so too? when i go, my main point to me is to allow God change my life and speak to me! cos last few days quite disappointed to myself and my chinese teacher keep saying christian is fake! HOW CAN SHE?!?! yeah la, almost got into the trap man! but i think thru all over again ahah and tried to counted my blessing actually, i realised something, i can't stop counting my blessing! is a uncountable blessing!THANK YOU GOD! God is a faithful and nice God!

HOPEKIDS!!!! I'm crazy about them la! so cute! i wanna join hopekids! i know they will love me alot! HAHA! i got 2dreams actually. my main dream is to lead HopeKids! unbelieveable right? but yeah, i will use my spiritual eye to see and reach it! HOPEKIDS, here i come!!!

is start from you!

2007-09-12T07:05:00.000-07:00

heyo! training rocks! for all my whole softball training, guess today is the most fun! weets! yeah, i love it i love it! we played lots of games! yeah(: ms pek saw me training and she was quite please with it! wah! talk to her super fun la! i rmb when im walking with her for taking drinks, she asked me ' walk faster lei' [some more she's the one whom walked infront of me la] then i said ' you walked so slow!' HAHA! then she looked at me lol.. ahya some of you won't laugh la, cos you're not there! heehe and she keep saying ' i slap you ah!' ahah funny. she asked me to go for training after exams, if nvr go, will have self training with her(: heehe GREAT! i might have self training with me pek(: cos ms lina want me to sevre deteation for not going training and then she said ' i will asked ms pek to train you' FUNNY EH! she train me, i will welcome her man! i got 2idols teachers! one is mrs lee! e other one is MS PEK! ahaha yeah(: i wish she can be my PE teacher.. ahya be my teacher can alr(: can be my maths and english teacher too! yeah yeah! then mrs lee teach me chinese! GREAT! i think my sec sch life will be enjoyable! heehe(: I WILL GO FOR TRAINING, DUN WORRY! and my dear grove, i did wear you, but sad): i didnt get to train with you and we dun need to train with grove! thank you tingting that she asked me to go back for training! yeah! THANK YOU! and THANK YOU God! for this very day(: and didnt miss my last training! i want more training!!! heehe!

is start from you! if you're willing to let go, God will surely help you and move on! thats why is start for you! dun be so discourage by what you've done! is time to move on!(: heehe!

TRAINING IS FUN!

~,~"

2007-09-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

ehhh... I'm back! :p school was rockin good! :p i enjoyed maths and english lessons only. chinese class made me doze off(: my MT teacher love to call me man.. ahah okay. art lesson (duh) i dun really enjoy art la, in fact, i super hard art. HEEHE... and i cant draw la, but i can draw for you if you want(: i felt so good when i go back to school, i miss maths and english lessons! i dun mind having extra lesson, i just wanna pass my exams man! and i need ppl that can teach me maths!!! my maths suck! be nice to me la friends! :D ohya, ms pek nvr catch me, she didnt talk to me =D GOOD JOB! but im going for training tmr. PRAY THAT I WON'T BE LATE FOR SCHOOL LA! yeah, today i woke about 6.30am =D good job gina.. didn't late okay! ahya i lose my softball cab! die la!!!! hope i can find it back! and i miss my softball grove! dun worry grove, owner is coming back to you(:

I MISS TRAINING! ehhh.. hope ms pek wont watch us training man! yeah! ((((((:

YOYO!

2007-09-08T10:29:00.000-07:00

woke up late today): anyway, i love P.jeff teaching today! infact, i will always looking forward to his teaching! AHAHA! he rocks man! okay la everyone rocks la! but P.jeff the best! i wanna thank God for this wonderful and powerful Pastor! yeah.. the whole teaching topic is ' do it, not just say it'
yeah! only faith can bring us close to God and as well as reading bible! now, faith is just so important to me! but i wanna do it man!
what if God ask me to quit MM? heehe, this is a thing that i cant ans, but i can ans this ' why i join mm' is becos I LOVE MM(: not only that! i wanna do a well video and simply just change their life! if i do my best, God will also do his best! tgt we can change ppl life! RIGHT RIGHT! I DUN WANNA QUIT MM! I DUN WANT! God, i know u loved me alot and u've plan things for me. pls dun do this to me

(:

2007-09-07T10:53:00.000-07:00

hello ppl! i want to learn something new! like writting a song la, writting a jokes la and more! if times allow me to learn, of cos i will learn la... but very hard eh? haha. yeah wonder why am i updating my blog in this very moment? simply becos i cant sleep haha... video training was great(: learn alot of new things(:

i wanna sleep now i wanna sleep now i wanna sleep nowwwww!!!! come on! allow me to sleep la!

bye peepos!

Yo!

2007-09-06T09:53:00.000-07:00

hey! was reading someone xanga and was really encouraged me alot! things wont be fulfill in our hands, but if we keep dream about that and keep doing for this thing, God will surely bless us. some of the ppl may will give up half way. why? becos they didn't see the value and didnt dream about it and work for it. Let's ask God everything and why! i believe my 10 will come to pass by faith! God, give me ur power to forces on the growth, not other things that dun link you. hardship comes, but will fade away soon. hope those hardship that i have been faces, i will learn it.

10

10!

2007-09-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

its not about the numbers, but the numbers of the soul to save! i really want to hit my 10 and im really praying hard for it. God, u looked at my heart, if my heart is not ready and dun deserve it, dun bless me.. i am not acting some cool heros or what, but think about it with me, if you dun deserve and not ready yet how u want God to bless you? how u want God to trust you? right?

meta ytd was great! I've said before =p unit cg was GREAT GREAT GREAT 10STARS! heehe! for some ppl whom cannot come(: too bad for you! =p
after all, PCL have a outing! WEETS~ ALEXIS ATE DURIAN! thats a great sigh alexis and you should keep it up! =D

10 FOR JESUS!

Oh.. HI!

2007-09-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

hey pees! did i do well today? hohoho.. thanks for ppl whom encouraging me(: ppl like huiying la, joannelee la.. wow! and guess what? the whole day im eating sweet none stop! REALLY! NVR LIE! =p and i am amamzed by myself! not prasing myself la but yeah(: if u were there and watch my video(: WELL DONE GINA! KEEP IT UP! yeah(: i will tell u more about why im amamzed by myself la eh! okay.. prayer meet was great! even im doing stage cam, i can able to talk to God okay! they given us a break and i started to pray and is important okay!
okay, im tired! bye!

meta tmr!

2007-09-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

hey folks! i'd rather gave up on holidays now! 'amazing' right?! heehe.. yeah i'd rather go back and study for up coming exams or maybe dozing in school

im still scared of tmr! how come how come?! O,O"

im bored all along and so i wanna update my blog(: so yeah, but i wanna sleep now! SO BYE!

my hair sucks!

2007-09-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

heyo! today met up my sheep 'cheryl' wow! having a great time with her!

Pray for me! tmr is metamorphosis! and im on duty! im doing stage cam! super scared! wah God calm me down lei.. i pray that i would do a well video and transform ppl life! thats why called "Transformed!" heehe.. im feeling 'scared' THATS ALL! tmr need to buy sweet alr -.-" cos ppl scared mah

ohya, i've cutted my hair! its freaking sucks! dunno how to face ppl now!

u dun need to know

2007-09-03T23:22:00.000-07:00

im a useless person. only know how to made ppl angry. only know how to do those silly things, only know how to disappoint other ppl. im a useless sheep.

if only you know

2007-09-03T10:59:00.000-07:00

just now was feeling dam badly, was dam missing someone -.-" and guess what? i went to the place la! quite far la somemore i went to the place about 7.45pm like that lei! then i go there about 10mins -.-" wth! i was so #$%$^! ]= so went home and calm myself down. went to the person old blog. dam silly yet cute! eh last time your post so happy one eh! not bad not bad! but now you're emo-ing! u got to change!
i know you wont see this.

Life is always ups and downs. if only u can handle! if only u allow times to pass by, if only you're willing to let go, you'll get thru! and i know, somehow sometimes, i need to let go.

i find myself silly man!

Hey Dog!

2007-09-02T21:45:00.000-07:00

Heyo!!! do you know ' Hey Dog ' meaning? it mean ' Hey Friend ' cool right? but dun say this to ur friends =D becos they still dunno yet! i have a nice sleep today! in fact, yesterday too! you know why?! my mum didnt come home! wow! thats great eh! but is scary~ if you guys know why(:
I wanna join HopeKids! if i join, the kids surely love me. believe? =D let see! ahya, but i wanna join, just wanna join! alright, outreach later on, i hope we can get contacts! dun ever give up! dun even think of giving up! this week is eventful! thats a great sigh eh! not bad not bad! ohya the strange wanna meet me! dam scary, but yeah, i wont meet her. i dun like to meet old lady =D felt so bad now. sorry strange! melody smsed me that she just end her today's N level paper! thats great! pray that wont be rain today! no, pray that at night will be raining! =D
thats all for today news.Have a nice day!

10! TEN.

active

2007-09-02T09:58:00.000-07:00

hey! omg im active now! active moment bought great joy! yes, i wanna thank God that he healed me! i really hope that i will remain in this feeling, not like yesterday! actually today also, but God healed me! i love this feeling, let me care nothing! i wanna prove that i will stay this way! i can be and i will be! a leader needed to be cheerful and courage! so yeah! let me worry nothing! let me think nothing! but the joy, for this moment! let me carry my joyful heart! let me heal those ppl! God love joyfiul ppl! so yeah! J-O-Y!